I'm here to post abt today.
Today was fun & I met lots of primary sch frens even those that r not realli considered frens.Well,
I walked around the whole of SAPS & it changed alot! The colour of the walls changed & they painted
alot of flowers on the wall.I still like the old SAPS wall colours though.Mayb its cos I seen it for
so long already but I guess not cos lots of ppl say the old colour looks better so its not oni me.
I talked to several old frens too & hang out wif them.Ate cup noodles for lunch.The canteen changed
alot too..Its so different.The colour contrust is very weird to me.How i missed my primary sch days..
When I stepped in & saw the teachers tat used to teach me & some still rmb mi although I didn't realli
went in & visit them but yea they stil rmb.Some ppl I talked wif are Nicolas Moh(i dunno whether i spelled
it right),aw wee chong,yong sun(my bro) & others.Ben looks realli weak..so diff from how he looks last time.
Hopes he is okay though..I gonna definently go back nxt year..Of cos wif presents..Nighty Nite~

Back to update.
Today was jus a normal day.Not much happened.Oni we needed to stay back for
abt an hour.That teacher said awhile oni but then it became 1 hr..wadthe.
Anyways,today folkdance was the best ever.its the most fun lesson today & for any other
day as well.The Ryjean stand in front of me 1 time & dance.Make me laugh sia.Then the
Jiahan & Theodore also kept on comin disturb while we dance.I got a new nickname today.
I'm not gonna say it.I got a new school bag as well.Its nice & I like it.I choose it myself.I
gonna take gd care of it as its my treasure..Anyways Gd Night & Sweet Dreams to all~

To the frens I shouted at today..sry,but i hope u can understand my feelings
at tat moment..I realli can't take it le..I endured them for 1 year,i didn't do or
say anything to u guys so y mus u come & disturb mi? Can't u jus mind ur own
business? Hab u guys ever tot of others feelings? I doubt it..The feeling is
strong & getting stronger..Its uncontrollable..I realli wanna get outta of tis
hellhole life of mine..tis living hell..frens,u r not useless or anything..its jus mi..
its hard for mi to believe in others but i noe u guys care..for mi its realli hard to
believe & trust in others again..I jus hope u understand tat..I dunno whether u
would come & check on mi blog or not but i jus wanna say sry & u guys r
definently(sry for wrong spelling) nt useless & i do noe u care tats why u shouted
but pls put urself in mine shoes & tink abt it..mayb u would also do the same thing..
Frustration..Sadness..the loneliness..all tis feelings..I may appear like wad u guys
say ice mountain & emo on the outside but inside its diff realli..I realli wanna end mi
life but for u guys & my family i wun do anything silly..I'm still sad & feel like crying
but i'm alright already so dun worry...i noe its not possible to realli become the real
mi as i dunno which is the real mi..but i'll try mi best to believe again..I'm always nt
gd in words & its seems i'm repeating myself but tats wad i realli wanna say & feel..
I may be more emo & hab less words to say than before but jus so u noe..i also care
abt u..although i dun say it as i'm not gd in words & all but realli its true..i realli dunno
wad to say cause of mi lack of words & being the more 'inside'(translate to chinese..)
person so tats it...i realli hope u read tis..realli tats wad i wanna say
P.S( I noe tat someone won't read tis but still..always when i feel down or realli upset..
concidencely he will chat wif mi..he webcam-ed wif mi awhile making silly faces & it
made mi laugh although oni for a few seconds..i still appreciate it alot..thxs,i'm wondering
if he can read minds or predict wad happens in the future cos he always pick times when
i'm realli sad/depressed to talk to mi..thxs alot kor~)

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