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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 Y

I realli wonder..wad am i & who am i to u guys?..I was always left out &
even if i'm sad or emoing or wadeva..no one notices..not even u guys..i realli
dunno already..wad i heard from others abt u guys saying mi..how the class
tease mi & stuff..u guys tink its funny when its not..u guys dunno how much
pain i suffered..i'm much more broken than how i look..i'm not as strong as
you tink..when sometimes i tell u guys not to say something or wad..u continue
saying it..i realised i'm meaningless on tis world..i dun care who is readin tis &
wadeva u tink of mi..acting pity or wadeva of those shit things..go ahead! I'm
also a human like any of u..can u guys spare a thought for mi? when i'm sick,
do u guys even bother helping mi take my homework or calling jus to ask abt
how i am? Like the reader's digest for example..no one took it for mi..nothing..
do u guys realli treat mi as fren or u r jus wif mi cause i'm stick to pearl..U may
tink i'm jus thinkin too much but ur actions realli tells mi one thing & tat is I mean
nothing to u & no one cares..I noe my family do but wad abt u guys? wad am i to u?
1 of u scolded a person on ur blog & tat person sounded like mi.U said its not & i'm
trust u..i'm trying to believe but not oni mi thinks u r talking abt mi cause theres alot
who tinks so..if u r saying abt mi or u hab anything abt mi that upsets u or wadeva u
wan to say to mi..jus speak up ok? I'm willing to listen..I dun even think u guys will
come & see my blog at all but wadeva i'm jus letting it out..& to tat person who posted
the post tat i tink is saying abt mi..sry if i said or done anything wrong..but i'm jus letting
it out..its realli hard for mi already..the pressure,the teasing,the wadeva other nonsense
i'm bothered abt,i can't take it...its realli very tiring trying to struggle wif the pressure &
to keep on bearing the pain wif no one to help mi at all..i realli dun trust 'friendship' this
thing anymore..I realli dunno wad it means anymore..realli i dunno alot of stuff..its confusing..
i'm tired & i dun wanna bother abt tis wadeva nonsense crap or anything else liao..
to BFFs,sry but i realli nid time to tink some stuff..dun realli will hang out wif u guys for
awhile but before i'm gd as the old mi so long ago..i tink i will jus be alone cause bad
things happen when i trust in 'friendship' so yea..realli sry..tats it for now~all of u
out there stay strong

and I miss you already
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