Back..stupid blogger still haven't ok..dunno why always show wad error on page..iszit cause my
internet explorer version is the new one?Dun care liao..
Lessons r boring..super tired for the whole day & felt like slping..Morning when we outside class,
yong jie came & chatted..at first he sit wif the boys mah but then he moved sit between mi & Lois
(Got space in between of cos)..Evon say he flirt..LOL~
Why is life so difficult & hard?
I tried mi best to become a happy person but to no avail..
I tried to hide mi emotions..trying to ignore everything..
I looked okay to u guys but u will nvr noe how i realli
feel inside..
Friends,True Friendship..its a lie..everything its a lie..mayb u dunno
but ur actions can say alot..hab u heard before tat actions speaks louder
than words?
U can act or pretend on the outside but actions & expressions gives away
it all..u r telling mi u dun treat mi realli as a fren..wad u say to others
abt mi behind mi back,u may think i dunno but walls hab ears..I realli dun
trust u guys anymore..NOT EVEN ONE OF U!! I realised how fake the world can be..
the lies tat u make..REALLI..u may tink i'm sensitive & yes i agree..i admit i'm
sensitive & sometimes too sensitive but ur actions is the one who makes mi tink
who am i to u? wad am i to u? Am i someone tat when u feelin gd u treat well? When u
feeling bad ur gib attitude?I tried mi best to believe u r my true friends but
everytime i want to trust in u..u do something tat makes mi think otherwise..mayb we
r not meant for being frens..mayb if we nvr met,it's better?U say i tink too much or
wadeva..but ur action clearly tells mi tat u dun treat mi as a fren,ur action tells mi all
those..u can tink up excuses & as i realli wanna treat u as fren so i dun mind ur excuses
u make to hide those things from mi but realli i noe it all..i'm not stupid,i can tell
from even ur slightest action or movement u do..even if its jus ur eyes,it shows it..
I realli lost trust in this world..Life is clearly meaningless but for mi parents,family &
relatives..i live on & try to be as happy as i can in front of them but wads in the darkness?
in mi heart? Wads the real truth? Which is the real mi? I realli dunno,I'm realli confused..
Mi mind is in a mess..a cloud surrounds mi & i may 4eva be in this darkness,all alone?
Who is the one tat can shine light..even the slightest,tiniest light into mi life? I noe no
one evers cares to come here & read if u tink wadeva stupid things like i'm jus attracting attention
or wadeva shit..shutup & jus dun say anything cause u dunno anything at all so keep ur comments
to urself..jus get lost away from the darkness,go back to ur own world & stay there..NVR EVER COME BACK!!!!
Tats all i wanna say..wanna express alittle of mi thinking & emotions..
Gd Night to u & Sweet Dreams as well..NiteyNite~

Idiot la..something wrong wif the blogger..
Anyways,continuing wif post..i dun tink anyone read so i heck care la..Skip the sch part cause super boring..I slept through physics lesson somemore..headache until cannot take it.After sch,went to kenny wif Soonster,Evon,Lois,ZhiXuan,940 & WeiJing.After tat they wanna go slack so i went home first..ZhiXuan as well,actually he walked diff way at first but then while i was walking halfway to the bus stop,saw him so we walked together & chatted..he decided to save $$ & walk home instead of taking bus..during folkdance,he still said to mi '' u r finally here'' as i nvr come sch on alot of days & it was my first folkdance lesson of term 3 so yea..tats it for now..will not update so soon cause feel damn moody..no mood update but today nth do so update lor..tats all for now~Gd NiteNite & Sweetie Dreams =)

I realli wonder..wad am i & who am i to u guys?..I was always left out &
even if i'm sad or emoing or wadeva..no one notices..not even u guys..i realli
dunno already..wad i heard from others abt u guys saying mi..how the class
tease mi & stuff..u guys tink its funny when its not..u guys dunno how much
pain i suffered..i'm much more broken than how i look..i'm not as strong as
you tink..when sometimes i tell u guys not to say something or wad..u continue
saying it..i realised i'm meaningless on tis world..i dun care who is readin tis &
wadeva u tink of mi..acting pity or wadeva of those shit things..go ahead! I'm
also a human like any of u..can u guys spare a thought for mi? when i'm sick,
do u guys even bother helping mi take my homework or calling jus to ask abt
how i am? Like the reader's digest for example..no one took it for mi..nothing..
do u guys realli treat mi as fren or u r jus wif mi cause i'm stick to pearl..U may
tink i'm jus thinkin too much but ur actions realli tells mi one thing & tat is I mean
nothing to u & no one cares..I noe my family do but wad abt u guys? wad am i to u?
1 of u scolded a person on ur blog & tat person sounded like mi.U said its not & i'm
trust u..i'm trying to believe but not oni mi thinks u r talking abt mi cause theres alot
who tinks so..if u r saying abt mi or u hab anything abt mi that upsets u or wadeva u
wan to say to mi..jus speak up ok? I'm willing to listen..I dun even think u guys will
come & see my blog at all but wadeva i'm jus letting it out..& to tat person who posted
the post tat i tink is saying abt mi..sry if i said or done anything wrong..but i'm jus letting
it out..its realli hard for mi already..the pressure,the teasing,the wadeva other nonsense
i'm bothered abt,i can't take it...its realli very tiring trying to struggle wif the pressure &
to keep on bearing the pain wif no one to help mi at all..i realli dun trust 'friendship' this
thing anymore..I realli dunno wad it means anymore..realli i dunno alot of stuff..its confusing..
i'm tired & i dun wanna bother abt tis wadeva nonsense crap or anything else liao..
to BFFs,sry but i realli nid time to tink some stuff..dun realli will hang out wif u guys for
awhile but before i'm gd as the old mi so long ago..i tink i will jus be alone cause bad
things happen when i trust in 'friendship' so yea..realli sry..tats it for now~all of u
out there stay strong

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