Gone forever!?

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 Y

Backies..
Lots of things happened recently & most of it I dun wanna talk abt it.Blame mi
for all I care..its always like this,i get blamed for everything & I dun care a thing
for it cause my frens knew i didn't do it & thats enuff..u wanna get mi in trouble
for all i care & u will get retribution..I dun wanna care abt it anymore~I had enuff..
For 1 year plus..u guys take mi for granted or someone who takes the blame for
u & get u out of trouble but i dun care..everyone is the same..i dun trust anyone
anymore..& for all i care..do wadever u wan as i noe i'm innocent..gang up & sabo
mi for all i care,i wun care anymore..if the teachers wan to believe u guys,i dun care!
its not the first time i get blamed for something i did not do/say.
Anyway,i'm skippin tat as its not something i wanna rmb..but anyways..something
gd happened to mi & i wun tell u guys..if i wanna tell,i will tell but oni a few or 1..i dun
care if i do not hab many frens..i oni nid 1 true fren & its sufficient for mi..well,tats
roughly for todays..
Devilz tears,sadness erupts & it can't be controlled~

and I miss you already

8:30 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 Y

Backies..now the wind is damn big outside..can blow mi aways lor.
Hope tmr morning dun have or else i no nid go sch liao can fly aways le.
Anyways not much to update..jus went swimming today although I did
not swim since leg pain but still ok la..tats all for now
Devilz still the same~(-(oo)-)

and I miss you already

8:11 AM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Y

Backiies..leg pain still aiyaz~no1 cares anyways..continue le...
I skip the morning slient reading part ba..cause super boring de lor.In-touch
was postponed cause tis morning got the theme song thing la.The sec 3,4 & 5
nid stand up sing than Marcus & his fren at there play & Marcus almost flew,
super funny =)
Nxt is lessons..not vry excitin so skip it ba..went to the project YOU CAN again
& i dun wish to talk abt it..after sch went to CCA & its not much also..dismissed
very fast..but stayed ard till abt 5+ ba then went home..had dinner & mi desert
& watched some taiwanese dramas & now here..tats all for todae la..Recently,
I so not into the mood to blog & stuff..so will seldom come but try lor..if in sch u
see mi..dun come & disturb or do wadever rubbish cause i super not into mood de
& i wun care abt u..
Whit3D3vilz/Bl4ckAng3l depressed..darkness & coldness is comin out & i can't do
anything bout it..(-(oo)-)

and I miss you already

5:47 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009 Y

Backies..First,lets talk abt wad roughly happened recently...
Not much realli happened..jus the normal stuff~going to sch,slp etc.
Today,theres the POP rehearsal..so yea~Leonard keep on telling mi
go ask siddiq tis & tat..leg injured still tell mi go walk here,walk there~
got 1 time Leonard ask mi go ask the spot light thing..abt the steps la..
than he dun wan write..in the end he & Marcus go draw the faces xD lol
Marcus still go write ***********..dun wan say~
Okays..I AM SAYING TIS 1 LAST TIME..STOP UR GANGIN UP ON MI
& U DUMB ACTS~2B,THE GUYS..STOP UR RUBBISH LA..U TINK VERY
FUNNY ARH? I NOW INJURED LEG SO WALK LIKE BAI KA SO WAD?U
HAB NO RIGHTS TO TEASE MI~BFFS(some)..U GUYS BETTA STOP IT
AS WELL & I MEAN SOME OF U..DUN THINK U WAD LA..U ACTACT
THERE INNOCENT OKAY?I NOE U GUYS SAY BAD THINGS BEHIND MI
BACK LA..DUN TREAT MI AS A FOOL..I'M NOT AN IDIOT...I NOE LA..ESPECIALLY
THE SAME FEW PPL..OKAY..FINE~!!!!!!!!! TIS IS MI FINAL WARNING TO ALL
INCLUDING THE 2B CHILDISH PPL..I'M GONNA CHANGE IN A BIG WAY MAN~
I'LL CHANGE TO THE 'MI'..THE COLD..NO HUMOUR,WUN LAUGH WIF U GUYS
THE MI..U GUYS BETTA STOP IT OR DUN BLAME MI FOR WADEVA TATS GONNA
HAPPEN..I NOE MDM JEE WUN CARE ABT TIS KIND OF STUFF AS SHE SAID
IT B4 TAT WE MUS SOLVE ON MI OWN..U NOE WAD HAPPENED LAST YEAR
2B PPL SO U BETTA NOT MAKE MI DO IT AGAIN~DUN EVER TRY MI..I'M
WARNING U FOR THE LAST TIME..STOP UR TRAP UP~OR ELSE..U DUN BLAME MI
FOR BEING HARSH TO U GUYS IF U NOE WAD I MEAN FIRST..IF U TREAT TIS AS
JOKE THEN WATCH OUT..FROM TMR ONWARDS..U BETTA BECAREFUL~I WUN
BE THE SAME MI EVER AGAIN~MI DARK SIDE FINALLY..I CAN'T CONTROL IT..
ITS COMIN OUT ABIT..ALTHOUGH ITS JUS ONI ABIT NOW OF MI DARK SIDE TAT
COMES OUT BUT U BETTA DUN TRY MI..I'M WARNING U NOW..ITS APPLIES TO ALL,
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U~SHUT UR DAMN TRAP UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Devilz..finally its realli too late..the darkness comin out can't be stopped~I tried mi
best to hold it back but its jus too much..u guys brought tis upon urself so dun blame
for anything..tis is how i'm..i warned u..i tried mi best to stop it..but its too strong..
the curse is once again back stronger than ever & growin stronger by the second..
i'll 4eva be like tis..its too late~(-(oo)-)

and I miss you already

7:52 AM

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 Y

Tagged by Soonster to do tis quizzie~
1.Besides ur lips,whr is the place u lyk to be kissed?
- cheeks =)
2.How do u feel when u woke up tis morning?
- I wan more slp!
3.Who is the last person u took a pic wif?
- I hab no idea but i tink dun hab..
4.Would u be considered to be spoiled?
-of cos not..its nvr gonna happen =)
5.Would u eva donate blood?
-see first but i also not enuff blood la =P
6.Do u hab a gd fren of the opposite sex?
-yup..of cos i do =)
7.Do u wan someone dead?
-mayb..mayb not..u guess urself ba
8.Wad r u tinkin of rite now?
-lots of stuff
9.Do u wish someone was beside u now?
-yup.. =)
10.When did u go to slp last nite?
-11+ ba.. i tink
11.Where did u buy ur shirt u r wearin rite now?
-no idea..
12.Is someone on ur mind rite now?
-yup..wun tell u who they r =P
13.PPL TAG TO DO TIS QUIZ
1)QiWei,2)Joyce 940,3)Lois,4)ZhiXuan,5)Syafiqah,6)Stella,7)Eileen,8)Junhao,9)July,10)Darren
14.Is 2 in a relationship(940)?
-nopes
15.Is 3 female or male(Lois)?
-female..of cos
16.If 7 & 10 gets together,will it be a gd thing(Eileen & Darren)?
-its not possible..they dun even noe each other
17.Wad does 1 study(QiWei)?
-almost the same as mi but abit diff cause not same stream..
18.Is 4 single(ZhiXuan)?
-yups..i tink so
19.Say something abt 5(Syafiqah)
-Mi BFF..i wonder wad else i can say..let mi tink
20.Wad do u tink if 6 & 7 fights(Stella & Eileen)?
-i dunno..a nightmare??
21.Do u lyk 8(Junhao)?
-yup..he's mi fren =)

Tats all~done wif the quiz finally~anyways tats all~sayonara =)

and I miss you already

3:42 AM

Monday, April 6, 2009 Y

Backies,here to post of 1 particular thing..wan to wad?
Then u better decipher it urself...
Something happened today & its all cause of tat evon..I AM WARNING U ARH..
U BETTER STOP IT OKAY? Tat time is jus a joke in our group of frens oni hor..u
dun hab to spread & make the whole class tot I like him okay? I DO NOT LIKE HIM!!!
I oni treat him as my best fren..if like tat for mi is call like him then wad abt u? flirter?
playgirl or wad?
Even Junhao,Kejun & Nizel say u & QiWei more like couple & u still go say mi?
Think abt ur actions before u say anything la pls..u & him more like couple lor..& I'm
not the oni one who thinks tat way okays? We say u is oni in BFF or within QiWei
they all the group nia..u think u very gd meh? GO HELL LA OKAY~I WARNED U
GUYS..ALL OF U IN BFF LIAO U BETTER NOT TRY MI OKAYS? I TELL U ARH..
NO ONE EVER SAW MI OTHER SIDE BEFORE & U BETTER NOT MAKE MI LET U
BE THE FIRST ONE OKAY?
I'm telling u once last time okay..SHUT UR TRAP UP~!!! I HAD ENUFF OF U LIAO
LA OKAY? Not oni mi lor..even QiWei & the others also la..u got attitude prob lor..
& u say mi have attitude prob arh...U R THE ONE LA OKAY~SHUT UR IDIOTIC
TRAP UP OR GET LOST LA~I'M WARNING U ONE LAST TIME LIAO...STOP THE RUMOURS~OTHERWISE U GONNA GET IT...U'LL BE DEAD SOON I'M WARNIN
U ONE LAST TIME~U BETTER SHUT UP OR U GONNA PAY..
The post above is oni a short post kays? I hereby warn all of u BFFS & others one last
time..dun try mi or u gonna pay for it~I had enuff of the whole class ganging up on mi
& say mi or wadeva else okay~that INCLUDES THE BFFS~dun try mi..I'm warning
u for the last time alreadi..I am broken & depressed enuff u dun wan to try mi..I hereby
declare tat for tmr onwards..I'll be my cold self..dun be surprised if I'm too cold..I'm
gonna to be tat true mi in sch from now on..dun be surprise of the change okays?
u guys r the ones tat push mi to the edge,to my limit..i can suppress 'tat' for now but
i dunno how long more i can do it so stop it..& i tell u first i wun change back to 'tat'
mi tat will laugh along wif u & pretend to be happy & dun care abt those things u did to
mi okay? Tats all for now~
Devilz turn cold..darkness spreadin all ard..unable to control alreadi..too strong,its
too late to turn back..sad & depressed & cold~NiteNite & Sweet Dreams (-(oo)-)

P.S(i write in symbols is not cause i scoldin bad words)

and I miss you already

8:02 AM

Saturday, April 4, 2009 Y

Backies,lets start wif friday..
Skip the sch part since its boring..okays..continue to after sch which is POP..
POP was fun =) at first nth to do so go library play comp after tat went
down to parade square see the rehearsal..at first also quite boring then
we chatted & blablabla..after tat we go disturb evon..all gang up sia..lol~at
first is Junhao,KeJun & Nizel then ltr QiWei joined in..after the first round,
QiWei started the second one(helped him alittle..let u gues wad ba)..all of
us gang up on her seh~QiWei,Mi,Soonster,Kejun,Nizel & Junhao..all 6 sia..
super funny de lor~after tat eric go disturb the ppl..go write wad ''hi pretty''
then go do the face,made almost all of them laugh sia~so funny..we were
laughin too..overall,tats the oni part i enjoyed for the day..& the oni true time
i felt happy..although for short while..still no improvements for mi..still the
same old mi here~same depressed mi..anyways..it doesn't matters cause no
one cares anyways..i'm always alone..nobody will ever care abt mi~
The Devilz is unleashed..livin in the cold & darkness..depressed & upset~(-(oo)-)

and I miss you already

11:20 AM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009 Y

Backie..
Did not really do much today..the workshop was okay oni..I tink
the tuesday one is more fun.Anyways,today oni had History,1 period
of PW & maths & tats it for lessons.After sch,went for CCA & was
supposed to do rehearsal for POP but in the end cause of weather
so nvr do lor..its really waste my time waitin there in the end still nvr
rehearse..haiz postponed to friday liao~changed to a simple yet nice
blogskin & I linked some of mi frens(most is bestie) but sry..the names
cannot see but u move ur mouse over the place there can le..or in
others words is roll ur mouse our the Darlinkies space there u will see
the names appear in black..its working so yea..Todays,I also kana
April Fool by QiWei -_-'' the lame joke lor,i tink u could say its a joke..
anyways,overall its quite fun la i mean oni tat short period of time under
the spiral staircase wif Soonster & QiWei they all..chattin wif them the
others not really la..quite boring for today..tats it guys~
NiteNite & Sweetie Dreams (-(oo)-)..
Whit3D3vilz/Bl4ckAng3l depressed & bored~

and I miss you already

8:54 AM