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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 Y

Backies again..
Wads going on wif me?I feel that I am drifting away
from u guys..I feel lonely,depressed,upset,being ignored..
I feel all these & so much more feelings that r unknown.
When I wanted to borrow something,u dun wan to lend
but lent it to someone else sometimes even a guy.
When I asked or wanted to say something,I am ignored.
WHY? Is it really jus me?I am falling deeper into the darkness.
I am born in the darkness..it is my world,a world that I am meant
to be in.When I want to trust in another person once more,
I can't.I am like being ignored,I jus can't forget abt wad happen
to me..I am always wondering if I belong here,I feel like an
outsider..I dun belong there..no one cares abt me..even if
something happens.
Whenever something bad happens,I get blamed,I get scolded but
no one else does..why? Why is god so unfair to me? Why does it
have to be me? Mayb I really dun belong here..being alone,mayb
its better for me~I have so many feelings but not good ones..
WHATS GOING ON WIF ME? My condition is getting worse..mayb
it really has no cure for me..but I really wan to thank someone,
someone who is always there for me..listening to me nag..
thanks Soonster..u r the oni one that I can really trust..the oni person
other than my parents who really cares abt me..standby me,mayb..
I dunno,I really dunno...
I am real happy today & why? Cause I had fun on the trip although
I been to the places(mostly all) before..& I saw a RAINBOW today..
2 actually,I made a few wishes..will they come true? Will the rainbows
make the wishes I wan to come true,come true? We will hab to wait
& find out.I am really wondering,is there true frens in tis world?
Whit3D3vilz/Bl4ckAng3l is confused..real mixed up~


and I miss you already
7:12 AM






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