Backies again..
Wads going on wif me?I feel that I am drifting away
from u guys..I feel lonely,depressed,upset,being ignored..
I feel all these & so much more feelings that r unknown.
When I wanted to borrow something,u dun wan to lend
but lent it to someone else sometimes even a guy.
When I asked or wanted to say something,I am ignored.
WHY? Is it really jus me?I am falling deeper into the darkness.
I am born in the darkness..it is my world,a world that I am meant
to be in.When I want to trust in another person once more,
I can't.I am like being ignored,I jus can't forget abt wad happen
to me..I am always wondering if I belong here,I feel like an
outsider..I dun belong there..no one cares abt me..even if
something happens.
Whenever something bad happens,I get blamed,I get scolded but
no one else does..why? Why is god so unfair to me? Why does it
have to be me? Mayb I really dun belong here..being alone,mayb
its better for me~I have so many feelings but not good ones..
WHATS GOING ON WIF ME? My condition is getting worse..mayb
it really has no cure for me..but I really wan to thank someone,
someone who is always there for me..listening to me nag..
thanks Soonster..u r the oni one that I can really trust..the oni person
other than my parents who really cares abt me..standby me,mayb..
I dunno,I really dunno...
I am real happy today & why? Cause I had fun on the trip although
I been to the places(mostly all) before..& I saw a RAINBOW today..
2 actually,I made a few wishes..will they come true? Will the rainbows
make the wishes I wan to come true,come true? We will hab to wait
& find out.I am really wondering,is there true frens in tis world?
Whit3D3vilz/Bl4ckAng3l is confused..real mixed up~

Mi backie so lets continue..
Started with In-touch then we set off.First,
we went to Bukit Chandu aka Opium Hill.Watched
the so called "movie" the 2nd time but still got
scared,lol~Nxt to Labrador Park,hate it cause
insects biting me lor..got quite afew bites.ARGH~!!!
After that is the final stop,Kranji Memorial Hill..theres
lots of tombstones & names inscribed on the walls there.
They really sacrificed for us.Went back to sch,had CCA.
Filmed & well,could say slacked ard..talked with junhao
& the junior.QiWei unlucky sia tis few days,always
morning get scolded then hp kana confiscate..pity him~lol.
Thats roughly abt it for todays trip..I am super tired de
lor..going slp liao la..
NiteNite & Sweetie Dreams =)
Sweet Little Piggy 4ever (-(oo)-)~oinkies~!!!

Backies once more,
Today isn't a very gd day.Now not oni my hand is injured,
my leg also..haiz anyways today lesson also quite ok.
MT,ok la not very gd,quite boring.
Lit,quite funny but theres gonna be a new teacher soon,haiz.
Recess,makan makan..=)
Maths,its ok too..did some work & thats all
Physics,quite ok too,sir like pissed off arh?dunno..forget liao
EL nxt,quite funny..ma'am gave out the notes & amirul say
''now then give out arh?'' cause our EL common test is over
then she give thats why.
History,sir alittle pissed out today,mayb cause class too noisy
liao,thats why..dunno la,didn't have much of a lesson today.
Drama class,today we reherased cause nid to act soon..I oni
have 1 line so its relaxing for me,no nid to memorise so yea =)
HAPPY~Lol
I feel the same way but its alright la..
Nit3Nit3 & Sw33t dre4ms
Sweet Little Piggy 4 eva~(-(oo)-)~oinkoink~!!
Devilz,suffering..terrible,life is really hell~ARGH~!!!

Backies,sry for nt updatin cause I'm busy tis days...
Changed blogskin le..sry I can't link anyone cause tis blogskin
dun have the linkies part.Will find another blogskin soon as no
time to do tis anyways so yea.Todays lesson was ok..like last
year I sittin behind again cause of exam sittin arrangment.
Can see so ok la.Not much happened oni pissed off during & after
ava session,not oni cause from no nid go course to nid & that
teacher.He shuld hab told me that he wanted me change cca but
he hid it from me..wads tis?I am so pissed off with him now..dun
care if he sees tis cause I have rights to know since I am the one
he is doing to.
My hand is injured too so more upsetting.Feel so terrible now even
writing or combing hair hab prob le.Haiz, it also seems that its
really too late for me le but anyways who cares? no one will...
I nid go do maths le..so late liao still mus do haiz..anyways tata~
Sweet Little Piggy 4eva (-(oo)-)~oink~!!

Backie,talk abt yest first...
Had a boring & lonely valentine day this year like any other
year.Being alone is wad I always do anyways.Also abt that
Theodore thing,believe it or not,I dun care..anyways,I am
used to ppl thinking wrongly abt me.If u guys dun trust wad
I say then fine..I won't talk or talk much anymore.Since its
like that.I am used to it because its who I am & also I dun
care cause without frens I have my family & I got other frens
from other schools so think wadever or say wadever u wan.
Did not have much fun today as well,spent my day playin
game & watchin my fav taiwan dramas.Played with me
jie all day..quite fun.Woke up at 10+,went to bathe &
immediately on comp ard 11+.Ate breakfast or u can say
brunch at 12+ or 1+.Skip to dinner time..Brought nasi lemak
to eat..both for me & my jie,diff store oni also drank
orea crush for me & orea choco for jie.Its delicious although
its simple..having fever again..haiz,headache =(
Going slp le..NiteNite to all & SweetDreams too =D
Bl4ckAng3l/WhiteD3vilz in bad mood,life is hell for me (-(o0)-)~
oink~

Backie,let me post abt today..
Not much happened today..First is MT,
did xi zi.Up nxt is Lit,Bervyn & Theodore got
scolded cause of throwing eraser at me..teacher
talked to us abt it after lesson for awhile but we kept
laughing & laughing..Bervyn is now middle monkey &
Theodore is little monkey..lol~anyways,its funny..
kept laughing..
Recess is nxt but lets skip it..nth much to talk abt anyway..
oni that saw Marcus with his frens..when to chat with him
alittle while..I go make his hair..haha =D Maths,we did
some work & teacher talked & talked abt methods on
solving questions la..quite boring..
Nxt is Physics,also not much to talk abt..but theodore kept
throwing erasers at me for the rest of the day through lessons..
ARGH~HE MADE ME SO IRRIATED TODAY >:( dun wan
talk abt it le(nt cause the eraser war thing).EL was quite
interesting..mdm jee is funni,she seems to be in a gd mood
often this days which is a gd thing.
History at last..quite funny & lois kept copying mr fok the
actions,made me kept laughing =) Theodore still throw
eraser at mr fok sia,lol~he also go throw me lei..but he changed
place..so yea..I also change so he nvr throw liao but he..HAIZ..
stop talking abt him le..but its funny throughout the lessson.
Drama class was super funny & interestin..have some actin &
confirmed our roles le..my role very gd,no nid talk de..so haha =)
doing props as to help out since I no nid memorise lines..lois kana
princess role so grats to her..haha,lol~
Overall,today is okay..oni maths got scolded awhile..I also
realised,today Amirul so quiet..dunno why lei,he did not talk
much & I am so not use to it,I rather he be more noisy..anyways,
at least today feel alittle better..still I have no cure le but I try my
best to suppress it de..to my closest sist3rs like soonster dun worry..
I try my best although I dun think it will suceed but gambateh to me..
Thats it..Gd night & Sweet Dreams..
Devilz is overcomin..darkness is here,its really over everything...
(-(oo)-)~oinkoink~!!!

Back to post mi 2nd post for today..
After sch..walking with soonster to find joyce..found them
under void deck then walking to bus stop..half way saw royston
(sry if spell wrong)..seems that he got call my name then evon at
there..haiz nvm..went jp eat lunch & then shop ard..saw zhixuan,
weijing & edmund..so shop together look here & there..
After that went home..bathe again..eat dinner bla bla..tired..
hope tmr can go sch..fever sia~mus get better soon~
Devilz is here once more..can't be controlled..tears of suffering & pain
rolling down once more..

Backie..
Dun really rmb wad happened yesterday oni that
theodore keep di siao me sia..keep on throwing eraser..
annoying sia..argh~!
Today is sportsmeet..theres no lesson today & I enjoyed
myself =)..Woke up at 5.30 today..quite early..but dunno
why mayb excited abt today..feel so energetic sia..Bathe
then went to take bus at 6,guess who I saw?~Darren..
kept looking at each other at first..haha =D..
Did not talk cause he's with his fren so yea...reached stadium
super early..we 2 most early ba..cause 2B 1 person also dun have..
Waited for soonster & others to arrive then went to sit at where we
r supposed too..so high up sia~scared fall down lei~
Runners started running at ard 8 & we watched & cheered till no
voice liao..so fun watchin..Also forget to tell u guys..my bag is full
of snacks & sweets..haha =) Eat until finish liao sia..Zul so gd..take
so much..lol but I dun mind la..he running give him eat so got energy.
After all that & bla bla bla all the running & cheering..we all which is
soonster & others move up till super high up..that includes me la..
After that..theodore & darren also keep on eating my sweets & snacks
sia..haha =) they so like to eat..ur b'day give u eat de la..=) lol~
we talked & laughed..lucky today theodore nvr throw thing at me..
When both of them saw inside my bag..both say ''wah~!''
Darren still say''wah picnic arh?'' haha..I still go reply''ya,picnic..''
lol..haha=D
Its so much fun chatting wif them..Theodore go eat finish my potato
chip..say I got snack & sweet..keep on saying nvr give me..Darren also..
They so tan chi~Anyways,I really enjoyed myself so yea..~I am happy
today although I am rarely happy..tmr got sch & drama class..
Same drama class with both of them also..Fever now..hope can go sch..
see my frens..=)
Devil & Angel,bl4ckang3l is happy yet livin in sadness & darkness..in
hell~(-(oo)-)~oinkoink~!!!

Backie..
Ok,not much happened today,lessons r boring.
Mayb english is quite ok cause its funny & stuff...
anyways..skipping sch stuff..went home straight away
after eating lunch at the kopitam near my sch.
Reached home & slept till dinner time.Roughly it for today...
Why is my life like this? I'm wondering..why?
Its hell for me..terrible..really want to jus end all this
misery...LIFE IS HATEFUL...cuts & slashes of wounds
on my hand..deep,painful wounds on my heart & body...
Why can't it be normal? I tried my best..but its still
can't be controlled its too strong..its too late to cure it now..
its no use anymore..its over for me...
A devil from heaven..in tears of misery,pain & suffering
(-(oo)-)~oink~

Back again,let me tell u abt yest..
Yesterday was ok,not much happened.
For Art,we did banners for sportsmeet,its to help cheer our
class on or the runners & musical chair ppl.
Nxt is CME,we copied some notes & talked abt stuff.Before the
lessons start,mdm jee talked abt 1 of our classmate and bla bla..
Then its recess,skip that.
After that,its maths.Did some work & stuff..so lessons r quite
boring.
Last but no least,chinese..we did a test and I knew most of the
questions..I guess? Hope I pass since its counted in our CA marks.
After sch,had a celebration for the Jan & Feb babies of our class.
Had fun & laughter & cake.Amirul's face is covered in chocolate
somemore & I was laughing.He almost knock into me cause he
escaping shahrul cause hes makin Amirul's face covered in choco.
Anyways,its enjoyable & fun.Thats the oni thing thats interesting
that day..to me.
Well,thats the end for todays 2nd post so yea...
Sweet Little Piggy 4ever~(-(oo)-)~oinkoink~~!!!

Backie..
Today is my kor,Amirul b'day..
HAPPY B'DAY,KOR~! =)
Well..hope everything goes well for him this year & may
all his wishes come true.I also hope he dun worry too much
abt that matter..dun stress out hor~=)
His b'day is gonna be over in a few hours..wonder how he feels?
Stay happy & dun be upset,k?
To all ppl who r participating in sports meet~JIAYOUS~!=)
Ending here..short post for today cause I not feeling well & also
dedicate this post to kor..smile more =)
Sweet Little Piggy 4eva~(-(oo)-)~oinkoink~!!! Signing off~!

Backie...
Finally back to update..sry for not updating since I am rather busy.
Ok,for the last few days..things happen..funny,sad,happy,angry.
All kinds..Dun really rmb much but thats roughly it..We also
got scolded by some of our teachers.Even AVA we got punishment.
Pumping positon,20 mins.My hands r shaking & till now shoulder
still pain although after 2 weeks.
For todays post...
CL is ok,got scolded cause of the same ppl but anyways carrying on..
Lit was fun..Ms Nithia told the ppl in the last 2 rows to move in front
& Amirul move to beside me of cos with his chair..he keep on playing
with the keychain & talking..anyways its very enjoyable.
Recess,I will skip.Maths was okok..did work & yea thats it..
Physics..Mr Woo ws pissed off with our class but dun wan mention..
EL is ok too..dicussed stuff & did vocab test..passed this time~
History was...haiz.Mr Fok damn pissed off with us,its scary~But I
agree that our class is damn annoyin & irritaing at times but I
dunno..hope the nxt class will be alright..
Tis is almost all of it for today..will try to update as often as I could
cause I am rather or very busy recently so I will try my best..sports
meet comin soon too..hope that our class will win..anyways jiayous
2B & everyone this year & hope we all get gd results for our exams
& tests..hope can be in same class nxt year...
Amirul gettin a suprise tmr after school..his b'day is coming in 2
days,on sat..already got his present~he surely LOL wan lor..dunno
how to say his expression la..haha anyways thats it...
Gd Night & Sweet Dreams~Sweet Little Piggy 4eva (-(oo)-)~oinkoink~~!!!

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