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Saturday, March 27, 2010 Y

I'm like so damn stupid to believe in you and trust you again.You're just a fucking player and I'm stupid enough to trust you.1st time is Innocent,2nd time is Soft-hearted,3rd time is Idiot and 4th time is crazy.I guess I'm just soft-hearted but this time I was the one who broke up with you and this time I didn't shed any tears for you.I may be hurt and upset and I may nvr recover but I'll never break down because of one stupid guy who is a hongster.I'm nvr gonna believe your words again.You're a liar,a freaking liar.You destroyed my trust that I have for you.I believed you when you said you changed.I trusted you when you said you won't be like last time but you haven't changed.I thought you did but you didn't.I just don't want to talk about that freaking guy anymore.
Anyways,today was fun.Met up wif Soonster and Syafiqah then went to play at arcade.After that,we separated from Syafiqah as me and Soonster go Bukit Batok,Goodview find my bro.Played bb and watch him play..so nice.He's so pro sia..still say he ownself lan..He so how to say..I don't know but he didn't change much.Got fed up today.Dun wanna talk abt it liao.Thats it for now..


and I miss you already
5:21 AM




Wednesday, March 24, 2010 Y

Recently,I feel down because of someone.Haiz..I'm so damn worried abt him but I hope he's alright and I trust him and believe him so yea.Anyways,AVA camp was fun but the horror movie was scary.I kept on holding ke wei's arm sia.Soo scary...
I talked to friends like Soonster,Evon and my bro,Yong Soon.They comforted me and I thank them for being there for me.Love is bittersweet.Anyways,recently stress and frustrated not only because 'that' also school.Yesterday school was okay la,but during film enrichment,I gt fever so I go home early.Today also fever.Kana caught ear cause of piercing.Tio caught by Mdm Hajar,Miss Lim and Ms Nithya but didn't take out so just now took out.Pain sia..walao! The ear hole red red one.I didnt take out the top one cos I noe too pain confirm die.HAHA~I don't know how wear ear stick etc so nid mums help.Thanks mum =) not that she will come read me blog.Anyways,I put aloe vera lotion to make it not so pain but still..-_-''
Comp got abit prob also.Haiz,abit laggy and hang.Don't care la.
Ok,thats all for now.I have nth to say liao.Well,thats all I have to say le.Tata~

and I miss you already
5:09 AM




Wednesday, March 3, 2010 Y

Finally updated after so long..CNY was okay.Quite fun on first day.Played Wi-Fi.Second day,BORING TILL THE CORE!Other days was boring.Stayed at home then went back to sch.Okay,carrying on...
Today was boring.Its a miracle tat I didn't fell asleep in maths class.I was listening and doing my work.So hard working right? LOL! Anyways,this few days boring lor.Today I was irritated by DARREN HO ZHONG EN AND THEODORE LIM RONG XUAN! Kept disturbing me during CCA time as we having so called training at Parade square there.Keep throwing eraser at me and then went me and pearl go up find them..ran away till far far.COWARDS LOR! JKJK =) We playing nia..That realli the Most Bo Liao and Irritating Person in the worlds.Break another world record liao.Lets clap for them *claps* Anyways,not much happening recently.Don't know why today suddenly so moody sia.Alittle pissed off today(not theodore and darren) cause of those ppl.Suan le,I don't want think liao.Recently so stressed sia.Lost a little appetite recently and kept feeling like vomiting but then never vomit.Frustrating sia..I rather vomit then feel better lor.Always stomachache and headache also.WALAO! CANNOT TAKE IT LA! I WANT FASTER BETTER OR BETTER YET DIE! LOL..KIDDING =) I now okay liao la but only still depressed alittle.Stressed and Irritated but some things said by some people.
YOU GUYS JUST NVR THINK ABT OTHERS.PLEASE LA,GET A LIFE HOR!DON'T SO BO LIAO SPREAD RUMOUR OKAY? ALSO,IF U STARTED TO SPREAD THE RUMOUR,THEN ADMIT LA.GOT GUTS DO THEN NO GUTS ADMIT ARH! ANYHOW PUSH TO OTHERS.OKAY,FORGET IT! THAT IS OVER BUT TO THOSE BO LIAO IDIOTS SPREADING OTHER RUMOURS.SHUT THE BLOODY F*** UP LA HOR! I BET YOU ALSO DON'T LIKE PPL SPREAD YOUR RUMOUR AND SAY THINGS ABOUT U RIGHT? WE GT FEELINGS DE OKAY? GO GET A HOBBY LA HOR.DON'T F****** SPREAD OTHER RUMOURS LA HOR.U ALL DON'T LAME LA OKAY? I ALSO GT MY LIMITS DE.YOU DON'T SAY I NVR WARN U HOR.DON'T PUSH ME TOO FAR.IF U NVR SAY ANYTHING OR FIND PROBLEMS WITH ME THEN I ALSO WON'T GO FIND PROBLEMS OR ANYTHING WITH U LA.I NVR DO ANYTHING TO U SO JUST SHUT UP LA HOR.ANYHOW SPREAD OTHER RUMOURS SO FUN ARH? U DON'T LIKE IT IF PPL GO MAKE U THEN U DON'T GO MAKE OTHERS! U ALL STOP LIAO JIU DUN LATER SUDDENLY CONTINUE AGAIN! TREAT OTHERS AS U WANT OTHERS TO TREAT U.I NOT SO BO LIAO LIKE U GUYS SPREAD OTHER RUMOURS BUT I ALSO NOT EASY BULLY DE HOR.IF ITS LIKE DARREN AND THEODORE PLAY PLAY THEN I DON'T MIND BUT DON'T GO OVER LIMIT LA HOR.U ALL NVR SEE BEFORE I REALLI 100% ANGRY OKAY SO DUN MAKE ME.
Anyways,that's all.I just hope those ppl stop.Everyone have feelings and that includes me.Please think about others first la.
I want go sleep liao la.Night =)

and I miss you already
5:51 AM




Tuesday, February 2, 2010 Y

Updating again..
Tmr all sec 3 going to overseas adventure camp.Hope they hab fun since I'm not going.Anyways,today was okay.Chem,we had test.I nvr revise..should be fail le ba.Next is Physics.Keep on kana scolding today oni,shall not elaborate on it anymore.ELdid nth much.Mdm Harjar gib us the answers for the words.Theodore at there say his english pro cos he gt the meanings correct(the ones i dunno).Your english pro la,NO.1 IN WESTWOOD~! Gib u a big round of applause okay?*claps claps* After recess is Maths.I slept through it again but I did copy the corrections and listen to Mr Chan(well,alittle).I always super tired after recess..also dunno why.MT was okay.Not much so nth say also.Gt lollipops from Ms Chai(ps if wrong).
Yummy~Thats all for now..Don't tink I would be updating tis few days cos should be nth do also.
To the spammers,
Spam all u wan.U spam,I delete.U spam,I ban.Simple as tht.I dun wish to care abt wadever u guys say liao.This is my blog.Blog is a place for ppl to express their emotions and thoughts.Its a place for ppl to say wad they wanna say.I'm free to write abt anything I wan.
Thats it..Nth liao.Night~Hab fun during camp guys & girls =)

and I miss you already
8:54 AM




Monday, February 1, 2010 Y

Rumors..Its 1 thing I hate the most among all the others.Words tht hurt ppl,Words tht bring harm to ppl.Why must they exist? I had enuff of the rumors and all going around and I dun wanna care abt wadever u guy say anymore.I realli am sick and tired of everything.Everything is going wrong.Why can't everything be right? I realli had enuff.I can't take it anymore.I dun wanna care anymore.
To Lois,
You may be reading tis,You may not but I just wanna say tht I didn't spread any rumors abt u.In the past,I'm unhappy and upset abt things u did but its all in the past and I already gt over them.Now,I may be upset wif u at times but we all do get upset at each other at times no matter how close we are,like wad u said during class today.We cleared things up during class or u could say talked to one another during class and u noe wad I said and wad u said.I rmb them clearly.I noe I may be too straightforward at times and u may be too hot-tempered at times but I hope tht this doesn't affect our relationship.If I did something tht upset u in the past,I'm sorry.I had alot on my mind and whether if u believe me anot,I'll still treat u as my friend.I just hope everything will be alright.I realli dun wanna care who started the rumors thing but I just hope u trust and believe me on this like I believe u.I just hope we can be back to normal and although we r not tht close friends,I hope we can be like last time.
Thats all I hab to say.What u told me today during F&N lesson,I'll rmb.I'm already trying my best to change and for now,tis is all I can do.Changing needs time and I'm sure u know.Abt the rumors going around,Its not me and I can't do anything abt it.I myself hab rumors but I dun wanna care abt it anymore.I'm real stressed and hab too many things on my mind.I just hope everything will be back to normal soon.Thts all for now..Gd Night & Sweet Dreams to all~...

and I miss you already
5:39 AM




Friday, January 29, 2010 Y

Back to post..
I also dunno wad to post sia.Not much happening lei.Went to ITE West,bukit batok campus on Tuesday and Wednesday.Abit boring..the activities quite fun especially the ecustomer service.Super funny sia,laugh until mouth pain.Anyways,not much to do now also.I wanna slp le la.So tired lor.Dunno why also.Should be wake up to early le.Btw,The worlds record breakers for being the most bo liao person is Darren Ho and Theodore Lim.Lets gib them a big round of applause*claps* LOL~Thts all.Night Night =)

Wad if I'm her?Would my life be different? I would wanna change and become her.My other self,The one and only.I feel so alone.Loneliness engulfs me.Sadness and Darkness inflames me but wif her around,I hope tht the feelings go away.

and I miss you already
7:01 AM




Wednesday, January 20, 2010 Y

Updating again..
AVA today was quite fun.Played captains ball,whacko,poison ball and don't know know wad.Sec 1 came today mah so yup.Today Zi Jian pon sch than came back in afternoon then gt caught..Unlucky la.
The Evon and Qi Wei today argue again.QW so HOT lor..not tht meaning.I mean he angry la.Don't anyhow think okay? Playing captains ball tht time,Senior VS Junior.We purposely let Junior win.We so gd right? Kidding nia =) lol~Overall jiu quite fun lor.Also nth to say.Oh & Mr Heng say got photography course for everyone.Diao -_-"..U noe y? Cos its free =D..Lame right?
Nvm la..learn lor.Anyway I like tae photo.So just go ba.
Skip to Lesson(which is b4 AVA..of cos!)
Lessons quite boring lor.Do nth much la.Maths,I slp again but not throughout lesson tis time.Just nearing the end tht time.Julian luv my correction tape sia..Always take & go play and everytime oI wan slp then he go wake me up.I super tired sia.I gt my AVA shirt today too.Quite big size for me lei..The sleeve so long.I nid to keep making it sia.
I wan slp liao.I sibei tired today.Junhao today also eat wrong medicine.So siao one..Qi Wei alot thing say also.Noisy sia..Actually okay la.Used to it liao.
I go slp le.I damn tired.Going die liao lor...Night Guys~And Gurls~!

and I miss you already
6:37 AM






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